I’m no longer aiming for that high, I’m no longer seeing the world as a possible utopia. But I’m aiming for a middle-ground. To have the courage to be happy, to open my heart to the world again, to be a lantern for others, and to harmonize with my surroundings.
Today’s morning pages was about choices and perspectives and belief systems and being conscious about creating our reality.
I was writing about virtual realities, trying to explore it as a possibility, trying to dig into my mind, figure it out, while I was sitting at Gloria Jeans this morning, and I decided to do a test. I experienced instantaneous manifestation within 2 minutes.
She wants to ease the suffering of others, but her ideas sound insane to those she wants to help
This world is an oasis, our ignorance about not knowing where we came from is our gift. We get to ignorantly create from a level of not knowing who we are.
Missing Gaps in hypothesis of life.
Accept what is, let-go of what was, live in love.
My purpose is just to love, to be an example of unconditional love and compassion. That will either be the beacon of light or the seed that is planted that people don’t “need” to suffer. To show them that they have a choice. Red pill. Blue pill. And accept whatever journey they have come here to experience, in whatever way fits best for their own evolution. Because they are me, and I am them. Their perspective/perception and experience is just as valid and part of this whole thing as any. I am here to help those who “want” to experience it without suffering because that’s my super-power to share, that’s what I came here to learn, and that’s what I share as I learn. xo
Everything that is in your reality that you are holding onto, is of your creation. If you are feeling uneasy, low, stuck, or are unable to create the life you want to have, you still have some undesired beliefs in your programming. Something you have the power to clean, discard, release. Something you have unconsciously or even consciously taken on in the past to serve you that is no longer serving your current reality. It can be let-go in an instant, it is already done, but something in our programming doesn’t believe that it can be that simple and easy. So we create processes or certain rituals to give ourselves permission to move forward in our lives. We give ourselves meaning & excuses to why we have held onto these beliefs for so long, and we use and create these modalities to surrender the old, and begin-again in the new. Here is a process I created this morning to let-go of old beliefs, step into my best-self, and vibrate higher. My “permission slips” for me to release the old and step-into the new. To create the reality I want to create.
Life is a game, with detours & bonus levels. Each helping you level-up. Ever-expanding, advancing, as you do. I don’t get it, but everyday I get what I need to ‘get it’ for the now. For the level I’m on.
