Full Breakdown of Mental Trauma over past few months – YouTube Therapy
Boring for you guys, but crucial for myself to find out where I’m at to talk through it.
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Cracking the Overlays – the Illusions & Delusions of Reality
Overlays are the illusion our minds create when we are in a situation that we don’t know whether we can handle, that we believe will be easier to deal with.
Psychotic disorder / not sure what is real / unravelling mind
Trying to return to some kind of sanity after being full-blown confused by all the conspiracies and experiences I’ve had lately. This video is for me to analyze and learn from.
I thought I was there to help his soul
Can’t beat them, join them. It’s more logical that I’m wrong. Or noone’s crazy. Everything is our imagination. Truth-seeking & questioning reality is so hard.
Wanting to go straight down rabbit hole AND stay sane.
Meditation and experimenting with reality but wanting to resonate with others
Found a Voice Recording from 2 Years ago when I thought I was going to die
Sold my voice recorder today and this is what I found on it before I erased it.. me talking to myself intending to make a podcast 2 years ago. What do people who are dying think about? I don’t know about others, but this is what I was thinking about… seeing every day as being a gift, not wanting to waste my life, ashamed, how to “get myself out of this”, not wanting my life to be meaningless, and especially wanting to BE the real me.
