Psychotic disorder / not sure what is real / unravelling mind
Trying to return to some kind of sanity after being full-blown confused by all the conspiracies and experiences I’ve had lately. This video is for me to analyze and learn from.
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Browsing CategoryDark Night of the Soul
Depression
In over my head – are demons real?
Going crazy… reply to someone who was saying that I was tapping into demonic energies
Time-out :) Be Careful – You Might End Up Like Me…
Note to self: If you tumble down the rabbit hole and it starts to make you nuts.. Stop, Reflect, Regroup :)
I thought I was there to help his soul
Can’t beat them, join them. It’s more logical that I’m wrong. Or noone’s crazy. Everything is our imagination. Truth-seeking & questioning reality is so hard.
Navigating Spirituality with Mainstream (UGH)
Finally recognizing a life-long theme in my life… I have issues with men, betrayal, and being free to be me.
Found a Voice Recording from 2 Years ago when I thought I was going to die
Sold my voice recorder today and this is what I found on it before I erased it.. me talking to myself intending to make a podcast 2 years ago. What do people who are dying think about? I don’t know about others, but this is what I was thinking about… seeing every day as being a gift, not wanting to waste my life, ashamed, how to “get myself out of this”, not wanting my life to be meaningless, and especially wanting to BE the real me.
Loving people for who they are, right now. (A lesson learnt)
I just want everyone to be happy, to be their best selves, and me too, and I’m learning that I’m still a child trying to find her way. Ignoring my own advice and learning my lessons.
You are not evil. (Parasites Feeding off Negative Energies)
This is an “add-on” to my last post (The dark days are over. Back to Crazy-Land!) The post was getting a bit big, so I decided to have a separate post with my notes on negative entities (of which, for the record, I’m still on the fence about, but “even if there is truth” to it, it doesn’t change much about anything, except to be aware, vibrate higher, and trust your gut.
The dark days are over. Back to Crazy-Land!
So much for being “back to earth” and acting like a normal person. I guess that lasted all of 2 days. I guess I’m not cut out for normality lol. I’m back to crazyland.. and I LOVE it.
