Update – Healing Crisis – for my own records
For my own observation & learning.. re-processing the past couple of months from this new space
Why I don’t trust people
So delving deep into past traumas yesterday didn’t feel good at the time, but I have experienced so much “release” from it.
Full Breakdown of Mental Trauma over past few months – YouTube Therapy
Boring for you guys, but crucial for myself to find out where I’m at to talk through it.
Random weirdness, day at coffee shop babysitting a parrot
Humiliating myself subconsciously? so that I can sabotage myself, and thereby release my “judgements” about what “other people think of me”, so that I can be free? Perhaps?
Lost meaning in life. But have an idea.
Just realized that I want to do podcasts because it will keep my life updated with tools that I can be ever-implementing, to help myself, whilst helping others.
